NeW mE neW eVryTinG

2009-11-21T18:42:00.002+08:00

to hold on a grudges? uh uh not me~~~

i dont know why people wanna hold on grudges towards each other. thats the worst evil feeling to have. we are all close to our own god. yet we have this feeling. thats the thing i dont understand why human beings are like this. and it will never ends i tell ya. silly things to do towards one another. i prefer the person who have grudges on me, to confront me and tell me what they are not happy with. Its just too sad for human beings to keep on going like this.

another thing we should do is to tell whats inside your heart. if you keep it, you either lose to it or leave it hanging. its important to let it out, and tell what your feeling is.

thats all that i wanna say.

6:52pm, 21/11/09

Best Regards,

MJ

2009-11-15T19:51:00.001+08:00

i miss him~~~

2009-11-01T15:39:00.001+08:00

this is the end...

2009-10-14T21:52:00.000+08:00

Do you know what this is
No, I don't
But whatever it is
It's very powerful
Have you felt this way before
Oh, I thought I knew
Do you know that I love you now
Oh yes, I do

Love is...
You've got the softest lips

You know that I cannot stay
Yes, I know
It has nothing to do
With you or with love
Oh, yes it does
Do not call or come around here
Do not tell
You know that I loved you then
Oh well...

Love is...
You've got the softest lips
Love is...
The touch of your fingertips
Love is...
Knowing you won't let go

She awakens things
That he said he thought were dead
He says, are you happy now
Oh yes, I am
But when it's over
How then will you feel
Will you miss those arms that used to go
Around you

So she stood there in the hallway frozen
In the dark
And her heart broke down
She cried
She fell to the floor

One tear slid across her lips
To the corner of her mouth
Love is...
And dropped to the floor

Love is...
You've got the softest lips
Love is...
The touch of your fingertips
Ooh, she says love is
Knowing you wont let go
Love is...
Watching you go

You're so very powerful
Love is...

Am I happy
Yes I am
Do I know you love me now
Yes I do
Do I know you cannot stay
I know
All about love
All about love

You're so very powerful

2009-07-16T21:19:00.002+08:00

today...i am sad...

i just dont understand why others cant seem to understand me...

and...i do always wonder...why do everything got to start with me first...

to call a friend or sms...will be me first...none of them would care to call me first...

to help people...i cant seem to understand why others cant do the same?

so i think that...living here...just a heartache...no one show their love/care/concern...

you can say bad thing about me more than good things...

does people need to go thru all that way (arrogant/mean) just to please themselves?

i do know that these kind of people actually are lonely kind of people...

Sigh..i pity them...

i am happy being myself...

I love myself...and thats why i can love everyone around me...

anyway, i saw my beloved fiance today...and i was so happy...

he makes me smile all the time...

to see him everytime i met him...put a smile on my face...hehe

i love him...

just want you to know that my love for you equals to how tight i hold on to your arms and holding your hand....

i care for you...

and that is why i am ready ...

to be yours faithfully...

Lots of kisses,

MJ

2009-07-15T23:15:00.002+08:00

I miss my him soooooo much!!!

Miss him more than yesterday!!!

Miss him twice than ever!!!

And i miss him and love him and cherish him no matter what circumstances it takes!!!

Even after marriage, my love for him (like the first time) will not fade away~~~

Blog has it 'thing' thus this will keep as a witness for my words of love towards him~~~

I LOVE YOU!!!

AND I LOVE YOU MORE THE DAY BEFORE AND AFTER!!!

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmuuuuuuaaccchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~!!!!

I hope your love for me is the same as mine... for you.............

Lots and lots of love,

MJ

2009-07-11T22:48:00.002+08:00

gone too soon

not only me likes him, everyone does
from his music to his dance moves
so unique that none can be like him but just imitate
always be remembered
but gone too soon

he loves the song 'Smile by Charlie Chaplin'
and now i understand how much sorrow and pain that he had gone thru
now then, ppl soon realise how so innocent he is
with all that lies coming from the media
too much pain that he never did show

just that, i will miss the Michael Jackson that ive known since i was in primary
will be loved and may god bless his soul

Happy & Sad Tears
MJ

2009-06-19T22:55:00.002+08:00

Dua jejaka yg amat ku sayangi

"ku sayangi dirimu bak air gunung yg tak pernah berhenti mengalir...
bagaikan hujan yg menitis di bumi...
memberi kesegaran dan nikmatnya..."

"hanya dikau yg ku sanjung dan terkunci dihatiku...
walaupun jauh dikau bagaikan slalu disisiku...
biar pun kasar tapi benar...
biar pun lemah tapi suci di hati..."

Kepada kekasih yg amat ku hormati, jgn lah sesekali lupakan daku....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Utk hari Bapa (Selamat Hari Bapa kepada ayahanda yg tercinta)

"Melihat mu bertungkus-lumus bekerja pada siang hari...
Dan menghayati ayat suci Yasin pada waktu malam...
Selalu sahaja memberi semangat kpd diriku utk melalui perjalanan kehidupan ini dgn penuh keyakinan...
Dirimu banyak mengajar dan menasihati diriku pabila aku dlm kebingungan dan dlm kegelisahan...
Wahai ayahanda, tanpa dirimu, ibu tak dpt dibelai dgn kasih sayangmu...
Anakmu tidak akan menjadi seseorang muslim yg berguna...
Dan tiada cahaya indah yg akan terpancar di rumah kita...
Dikaulah bintang...
Dikaulah matahari...
Yang slalu menyinari perjalanan kami sekeluarga..."

Dari anakanda yg tercinta,

Melor Juwita

2009-06-17T20:20:00.001+08:00

today i manage to fast throughout the day~~
alhamdulillah~~~~
insya-allah tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, i can do it to~~~
amin...

psst! i love you sayang~~

MJ

2009-06-13T21:26:00.002+08:00

ahh~~

its so nice to sleep in now on ma cosy queen bed~~~ hehe

its tiring today but its worth while~~~

i love all the items that they will be given out as goodies.....

may all family members enjoy tomorrow and have ultimate fun at marina barrage!

"Dear Hubby, i love you and i miss you.... Cant wait to see you tomorrow!!"

Lots of love,

MJ

2009-06-12T23:29:00.002+08:00

"ku mencari...ku mencari....
apakah salahku...
kau buat ku termenung keseorangan...."

hai abang....bilakah hari itu akan bermula?
hari makin hari, hatiku resah gelisah....selalu terigatkan dirimu....
entah mengapa...saat2 ini....rinduku kepada mu...amat mendalam....
kenapa?

semoga abang selalu menyayangi diri ini....

Salam sayang,

Melor Juwita

2009-06-10T21:15:00.000+08:00

I just want you to see me.......

2009-05-23T01:40:00.002+08:00

Believe...

I believe that me and my fiance are fated for each other...

Strongly believe that i can and able to get that dream job of mine....

Believe that i can make a difference in other people's life...

Doesnt matter how...

Even laughter can make that changes....

Even when you give others that smile.....

Haha....

Thats what i believe....

To believe that you are creative enough to do what anyone else never did before.....never thought of.....or whether its crazy or silly to do something.....

I am like that....

type of person that i myself dont know about either.....

im all about everything.....

i think about those not that important to think of......and always think whether i am the only one going thru this life.....thinking about others.....thinking about everyday.....

sometimes it feels like im the only one with the thought....."i am the only main character in this phase of life..", that others do not know what youre thinking about.....its all about life when you wake up the next day....thinking of when youre going to work....out there at work....and going back after work.....everything that i do in this life.....i just feel that im the only one living on it......

haha.... crazy right to think like that?

i wonder is there anyone too thinking like the way that i did......

i knows its silly.....

thats just the way i am! haha~~~~

anyway, i miss my fiance.....love him so much....

and....just to say out that.....i dont actually neglect those that i am close with previously before im engaged or in love.....i still do contacting them.....just that i feel i am already too faraway from all of them....coz everytime i contact my cousin thru msn....they dont talk or chat with me that much....its like theres nothing to talk abt....but i do have a lot to talk as always.....i just dont know why i got that kind of treatment by them....haha....

maybe they already grown up.....like an adult like me.....so theres so much difference.....and maybe the conversation isnt there yet i think......

and yes, i am immature....let it be....coz i want to stay young and be childish as always....

its not great to live life so mundane anyway.....

why not....with faith, i am sure that our life will be always better.....

just dont forget the One that created you.....

:)

this life....theres so much to learn......thank Allah that i joined 7-11 first....
they really taught me a lot....

pressure
pain
insecurity
stress
fun
friendship
laughter

its like all in one package.....

every single work-cum-pain realities i had gone thru with them for a yr.... a yr is enough to show on ma face....haha~~~~ i guess ive grown....only ma mind is not....still thinking slow.....gosh~~~

i love every single thing that i had gone thru in my life....really taught me a lot...every little thing.....

remember...always that little things that we should care most.....from there...then it will lead to bigger things that you can be easily taken care of it next time.....hehe...

ok then....thats all that i have poured out today from deep from the bottom of my heart~~~~

i just wish that i am not that sarcastic.....

haha~~~~

and perhaps not that too straight forward now.....

need to change this two factor....coz i can see and after implement on others....it does hurt....and that how it shows how hurt i was previously......lol....

okay....

its already 1.58am in the morning now.....got to go and slp!! tomorrow is a BIG housekeeping day!!!! @ work i mean...hehe....

b4 that i need to cook of course!!

okay...see you all around.....i mean see you readers again ya~

Take care!!

syg, you can do it!!!!!!

Lots of teddy bear hugs,

MJ

2009-05-15T23:48:00.002+08:00

gosh~~ how can i forgot to signoff at the end of my prev entry!!! lol
believe it or not...thats the first time i forgotten to signoff ma name at the end of ma entry~~~ hehe >.<

anyway, its friday today~~~
nothing much happening coz ive been home since last wednesday...due to stomach flu~~~
sigh~~~
still hurt ya know till today~~
it is the scariest thing that i wouldnt want to experience again!
ive had it before 2 times....but that was years ago....and now it came back!
sigh~~ i knew this would happen...coz...during mother's day, i kinda drink plenty of diff kinds of water~~~~ >.< (the weather was tooo hot!!!)

so its like...

1 whole day water tank = fruit punch + tea + plum + lemon tea

which turns out next day to be "stomach flu"........................

haha....yeah2....diff people diff acidic levels in their stomach i guess~~~~
i never thought that it would be the term 'stomach flu' coz i thought its just the normal stomach cramps that i would experience before~~~~ only when my mum said it WAS stomach flu when i start to get all warm outside..... hmmmm...see...mum knows best!! ^_^

hmmmm....i think....i kinda miss working....
coz Wednesday i was on MC....
Thursday & Friday on leave...
Wow....really have a good rest day all the days ~~~~
still i got Saturday & Sunday non-working day too! hahahahaha~~~~
am i considered lucky?
nah~~ i dont think so.....this kinda thing, we dont call it lucky....it is just a coincidence~~~~~~ :)
my boss cant get mad at me if i were to take leave till friday....coz im totally sick~~~
i cant do my work if my stomach keeps on bothering me~~~~~~ (Cramps!!)

haha~~gosh.... i am quite a complainer huh? hehe...
perhaps...not a complainer....but a writer!! yeah... (MUST think positive!)
:D

so....i got two good days tomorrow....i shall do my very best to get organized on my timing....make use of the time given....do useful things~~~~
i think, im gonna celebrate ma belated birthday tomorrow!! (haha....i wonder what cake ma mom and ma bro will buy for me!!)

CAkEs thAt i LoIke!!!

Ice-Cream Cake

Swensens Cake

Blueberry Cake

Cookies & Cream Cake

HAha...thats all!!! DElicious aint it?? hehe... yeeahahhh!!!!

Okay...i shall not go to slp too soon now.....the night still long~~~ (although im a lil bit sleepy already~~~) i wanna watch some funny japanese ghost stories~~~ hehe~~~ tc all!

"Dear honey, i know you love me so much. Just give me 3 months to give you what you had wished from the beginning."

With love,

MJ

2009-05-10T23:04:00.002+08:00

hey...whats up?

haha...

yeah...being in a relationship isnt easy afterall....
of course first two years will always be a memorable sight in all lovers....
but after quite some time, even the love and romance slowly fade away~~~
u or ur guy will start to get annoyed with your attitude or your actions....
its happening in all marriages i think....
but if only you focus on love much better, it will not turn out the way i state as above....
its just giving ur partner the attention much more....
so that he/she will not think that you have no love for them anymore....
but...or maybe, it is not saying that your partneer does not love you....
it just me by saying that way....but what i meant was he/she does not have time for you....
but women will think as 'no love towards them' while men think of it as nothing change....
yeah....no time to show love/romance/concern and attention....
haha....
that is why, in every relationship....we must be ready for solutions instead of giving it up that easily.....
we are humans afterall, who are not perfect....
time will only change someone.....
its a matter of testing your patience, mind and faith....

anyway....

tomorrow will be a set of new week of the work week!!

yeah..yeah.. my mum told me off today that all i can think of is only about work and more work....haha...i cant believe that im hearing that.....coz actually, i am not that workaholic.... (although sometimes it may seem it is)~~~ -.-"
i do love my work....
only that i dont like to be push around by the datelines....
so many datelines that only a few that i can follow and be on time in the submission....
their request are so much of a headache~~~
but its ok....
i need to hang in there~~~
even if i do think that my job is somewhat hopeless, i do know that the Area Managers needs me and my Store Managers also needs me too! Yeah....
im like a branch....
haha~~~

hmmmm....time really do flies by....im gonna be 23 soon....
but nothing achieved by me....
saddens me....but i will still not giving it up....
i will get that job soon....
insya-Allah....

"I do think of you and miss you....but somehow, in our conversation, i just felt that im just a turn off for you.... I thought even on the line, i can still make you feel happy but im wrong....."

2009-05-07T23:20:00.002+08:00

heyy...its thursday night!! one more day to go until the end of work week!!

yeahh...today, quite tiring...coz i helped my AMs to packed the face masks for all the stores in our District....

gosh, guess what...it took us 7 hours to complete everything with the help of some store managers that we called in to helped out.....

it was fun ya know....to work as a team....i like that....haha~~~

yeah yeah....its tiring for me coz in the morning, at the district office, i was also packing and tidy up those extra 'new' uniforms so that it wont takes up much space in the POSM training room..... (yeah...feel like kinda 'paisey' borrowing others room to store my uniforms...-.-") haha~~~

oh well, anyway, i thought of blogging one post yesterday but i was too tired.....after editing and browsing thru some pictures for my blog backgrnd.....
at least i wanted my blog to be seen as 'frequently updated' by me....haha~~~ so thats why...today thursday...i blog! haha~~~ (Lame heh?) i hope u guys know what i mean..... >.<

anyway, i am happy that i managed to clear up and tidy up my uniforms...only left with those old uniforms that not been used up yet still to be stored in my office!! (sigh~~) (only makes ma office piled up with uniforms~~~~~=.=")

by the way, i think i should and must look out for a new job soon~~~ coz what i learnt about myself today is i can only start using ma brain power to think/to create/to explain/to whatever it is when i use up my energy... (meaning, doing hands-on work) gah! yeah...thats right!! i can only think when i move around.....lols.... so silly that i learnt smtg today about myself indeed!~!

so...now, ive been thinking on what to do with the empty store room space inside ma office.... let me see...it does have a door....it looks like a door to a balcony of some sort... (yeah of course...it is a balcony u idiot! lol)

maybe....to change to....
1. Youssuff's new office (Maybe better)
2. Me and my AMs slacking/resting/sick bay zone (haha)
3. Pantry (We really need one!!!)
4. Entertainment Zone
5. Arcade? (lol)
6. Store Room (bah...common one.....)

yeah....thats all folks....

hmm...what else for me to type heh... hmmmmmmmmmmmm.....

Okay.... nothing else but to wish that all of you readers are in pink of health!

Psssstt! I love you and i adores you and i love you my one and only Judge Reaper!!!

Muach!

With Lovesssss,
MJ

2009-04-29T22:55:00.003+08:00

its Wednesday night...

the weather's not that cold... (i wish it is...some what like in London)

I just wish that I'm near the ocean...where i can see the moon and the stars...

just so gloomy here.... (no life)

anyway, i cant be bothered to go out every time after work either... (too tiring)

my mind and body just cant cope.... (unless its shopping!!!) :P

thinking about shopping...nah...im not a shopaholic! Just a normal Lil lady shopping around... (with minimal things to buy)

thought of just waiting for his call.... (but i guess not)

he might be sleeping already.... (im just missing him soooo much!! only Allah knows...)

sometimes guys just dont understand us....they think that we just too complicated to handle.... (its just that they dont give enough time for themselves to understand us....) blurghh~~~ :p

its ok...anw, he's sick....i just praying that he get well soon.... (poor boyfie)

he always thought he's tough... (haha...too bad! im tougher than u!!)

eventhough i know that he loves me, he cares and he does think about me, i still want and need him to call me every time.... (is that what we call 'manja'?)

to me it is not 'manja'....

i just need someone to talk to....to share what i go thru the day at work....to just randomly talk about smtg that interest me or the both of us.... (that's all)

thats why i said, guys only thinks that ladies are complicated.... (where we are not at all....just a matter whether u have time to think what we think of)

sigh~~ (guys will not understand....) *rolling eyes*

maybe im too much i think.... (hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm)

asking my fiance to call me every single day.... (haha)

I know when he gets tired of it....

Its when i rcv just gdnight messages, he's always 'acting' busy, play his favourite 'DOTA', either way...go to sleep early..... (haha....thats why i love him for just that!)

cute to me....*giggles*

hmmmmmm....right now, im listening to 'sentimental love songs'.... now playing 'Torn between two lovers'... (haha...still remember when i was still in secondary when it was the first time i heard this song)

listening to all this songs...just making me blue... (blue = upset lah...not that kinda blue...duh! 0_o)....

still...it soothes me....soothes my mind....make me feel in peace....feels so romantic now~~ sigh~~~

im wishing again that i am now at hawaii~~ (haha...near the beach....listening to sentimental songs....) "...and i'll be there before the next teardrop falls....."

anyway, again....my senses tells me to quit ma job....this is the 6th time i think that ive been saying that i wanna quit this job of mine....

its not that fun....my brains aint working....mal-function u see....i need fun! move around....perhaps with kids.... (thats why i wanna be a teacher.....) sighh~~~

if only they give chances to people like me...who cares to learn another new skills...just to be in her dream career~~~

as long we have experiences, interest, the will to learn, interact.... (i just hope Singapore will turn out to be like in the USA)

people can do whatever they like....no much fuss....every job....always on the go in the market.... (not like singapore...now the most influential job in the market is biochemical, logistics etc...)

so there goes....sec sch grads...taking up courses in their tertiary education for the above jobs theme stated.....

okay okay...enough blabbering (typing) then....

i shall end it here then...till then, i will try to share my point of view of any news (or other fav topic of the ladies) that i come about....

sleepy.....

everyday the same....

_______________________________________________________________________________

My love to you everyday isnt the same...... *smiles*

Here's a song for you my love.....

Note from me to you:

"When everytime i hear this song, it makes me reminisce on the new love that we shared on the first day with you.... Thru our love, you showed me everything.... From what a girl truly deserves till to what a lady should be serve with.... You changed me, from an ugly duckling to a beautiful half-way swan..... I pray to Allah, hoping that you are the guy that HE created for me.... Insya-Allah, we have been together and i am happy, to go thru all the ups and down with you, the silly arguments that we always had and how childish i was back then.... All the things that we go thru, taught us a lot..... Only now, im just thinking for the next new step that we will go thru in another part of our life.... Insya-Allah, me and you, will always be strong together....and go thru all the challenges in life with dignity, and iman." - Lots of love, Your syg.

All readers, good night and have a sweet dream~~~

MJ

2009-04-28T00:01:00.002+08:00

ughh...i am v.sleepy....its already 12:01 AM!

i think i better get to slp soon...

anyway, today's at work was alright...
i helped Mr. Hamid, Mei and Rainier to do housekeeping for their store room...
at least its better now...
if not, there are just too many old furnitures and items...
if you happen to go down just now at my district office, i think you will also be surprised...
its like a 'GARAGE SALE'~~!!
haha~~

at least i know its already been tidy up...
Mr. Hamid in the end give up that store room and give it to our district in the end...
Thank You Mr. Hamid...
we really need that store room to store our posters...banners...papers...grab me now papers etc...

but the thing is, the room really2 need to re-construct...
perhaps change the window to a real sliding window...
or ... i guess i just leave it to my DM to settle it...

okay, its sleeping time!
if not i cant wake up in the morning later.....

Sayoooonara!~~

MJ

2009-04-27T00:14:00.003+08:00

Comment on the 4-D numbers turn out to be '4444'

Ok, i read the newpaper this morning and saw the news on 4-D numbers came out as the number 4 (repeatedly).
Yeah i know that for Chinese, they regard number 4 as 'si' (in chinese, which also known as 'die').

So yeah i know that that is why it come out in the newpaper, telling how weird it was, and its just part of thier beliefs that number 4 its kinda of brings badluck.

I respect that only out of curiosity why does that makes such a fuss on appearing it in the newpaper. hehe.

Maybe just for news sake i think.

Anyway, in this life, everything just happens!

I love you dear,
MJ

weight loss diet plan

2009-04-26T23:56:00.002+08:00

end of the weekend...
gonna be 4 mins to 12 AM soon...
im still yahoo-ing and my mind just cant stop thinking whether i can achieve in losing weight in just a short period of time schedule...
hmm...
i can i am sure...

anyway, thought of whether am i a great fiancee to my fiance...
haha...
silly aint it?
he knows it more than i do...he's the judge...
still...
i did this quiz...;P

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful

But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself

You're the perfect blend of independent and caring

You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Are You a Good Girlfriend?

yeah...
its not whether i am here to show-off...
just care for a thought whether am i giving enough for my beloved fiance...
haha...
im just scared i dont give him enough of my care and my love...

im thinking of having that diet plan that beyonce did...
it is called 'Master Cleansing'...
quite a tiresome diet you see coz it puts off plenty of toxins from our body...
really takes up you up mentally...
and physically, like i said, it will make you feel lethargic for the whole period of your diet plan...
nevertheless, at the end of the whole process, you will feel much better, you feel cleanse, and you will like it...

i read all the stories of those who really tried this diet plan...
and it works!
and i am pretty sure it will work on me...
and to you ladies too...
so gear up and have some fun trying this cleansing thingy...
;)

Good Luck!

With lemonades and just fish + veggies soup + rice,

MJ

2009-04-25T22:32:00.003+08:00

its Saturday again! and as usual, its my exercise day with Shikin...

damn! i was late again today...but this time round....v.late!! until Shikin decides not to join in the 'Dee Dee' class...yeah...not worth the money....
Sorry shiks...coz of me u didn't get to go for the class...

still...we did go to the gym instead...it was quite an exercise coz its been a week that i have not done any running repertoire....sigh~~ (how am i gonna slim down like this....work harder MJ!!!) i dont care anymore, next month, i need to push myself!! how long am i gonna look like this? >.>
but im happy coz i did not stop while running on the treadmill....so its 15 mins of long run....haha~~ geez..i need to make it up to 20mins next time...

so that was the early morning.... in the afternon, after the workout, i head off to my office...lots of things to settle for... lucky for me, i have great managers that helped me out doing the house keeping... (just becoz of some visitors gonna visit my office on monday...=.=) haha..was tiring...throwing this and that....packing the new uniforms too... BUT!! it was fun throwing down the uniforms down the staircase...too bulky until we did just that! I thank my managers (Patrick, Rosnah & Allan) for their hardwork and for willingly helping me out....not all managers can do that ya know....... some are too lazy and selfish....haha... luckily not for my managers....(i will treat them soon what...so? haha!!~~) *at least i am glad*

tidy here and there, those items that no longer needed, i already thrown them away.... too many old posters...plus the big bulky boxes that they use to pack the uniforms.... and walla! all the uniforms that are for the stores already packed and trashed onto Rosnah's van...(Patrick plan to put all the stocks to the comm stores of each 5 areas) gd idea! so we agreed... and now...haha~~ my district office is 40% uniform free! hahahaha~~~ (coz u imagine, my office is damn small...uniforms sent are 1/4 fulled!)

so....now u guys know why i always complaint... but still, i am grateful that i got two air-conditioner...hehe...

okaylah...enough already...im tired...n im gonna slp slp slp...!!!

everyone, do take care...

p/s: sayang...i miss and i love you......... (cant wait to see you again!)

With lots of blueberry love,

MJ

2009-04-25T15:21:00.000+08:00

Your results:
You are Robin

Robin		85%
Superman		80%
Hulk		70%
Green Lantern		70%
Supergirl		65%
Batman		60%
Wonder Woman		60%
The Flash		60%
Iron Man		60%
Catwoman		40%
Spider-Man		25%

Young and acrobatic.
You don't mind stepping aside
to give someone else glory.

Click here to take the "Which Superhero are you?" quiz...

2009-04-24T00:22:00.002+08:00

One thing that i always know.....

He loves me and that he always there for me........

My heart uphold my soul fighting and my mind thinking...adjusting to the NEW wicked world that i just gettng to know....lucky for me, i start it out from a narrow highway.....

Insya-Allah, Allah bears and hear my prayers

2009-04-23T23:59:00.002+08:00

its exactly 12 AM in the morning now...

i still feel so excited within myself, and thats why i cant just go to bed just yet!
I just happen to come across my sec sch frens blogsite while i was yahoo-ing~~
i was wow-ED! coz they are so fabulous~~ hehe...yeah they do!!
Im glad that they are all happy like i am now~~ Everyone with their own lives now, career and lifestyle~~

So great that they have their ideal job v.easily..Alhamdulillah~~
Even as the time flies by, i still feel that im still a child...hehe...
I am so happy to see that most of my friends are teachers now and some further their studies to have better future... its great when you have that kind of mind-set...to set a target in one's future~~~
Every single one of us will be old soon~~ but we are still young in heart ok!! ;P

SO much have change....
Ive got a lot to buck up on and chasing my dream plus i need to upgrade myself...
I cant just sitting around like this anymore....everyone around me are running....chasing their dreams while i just sitting around here not changing the fate now that i am at~~~ I must change it!
Focus on my most needed priority!!

Nevertheless, marriage will still be on...nothing will change that! Even after marriage we can achieve a lot of things in our lives....it just not STOP there...;)
Only that, i want to fulfill my dream that i longing for from the start i graduated....

Just one question...even without a certificate of excellence or a band 1 in english as a fist language cant get me to be where i am? It just so freaking unfair coz as time goes by, i change... learn... motivates ownself...standing up for ownself....persevere....dedicated....strong-willed... as long there's experience....character and attitude...thats what any kind of job needs....only that leadership and follower will still remain unchanged and uphold in the world of jobs.

I will strive for it! Insya-Allah... ITs easier said than done..... FOCUS is the main thing now. Change the procedure and get started with a strategy...to immunise my sense of direction with an antidote of believing in myself....

I love myself...yes i do....

Lots of kisses,

MJ

++love++

2009-04-22T22:59:00.002+08:00

love sick = kisses + hugs which is equivalent to the antidote for love sickness

Quote that i picked from the internet...

"The Hardest Thing In Life Isn't Finding The One You Luv,
Its Making The One You Luv...Luv you Back."

With my love,
MJ