its Wednesday night...

the weather's not that cold... (i wish it is...some what like in London)

I just wish that I'm near the ocean...where i can see the moon and the stars...

just so gloomy here.... (no life)

anyway, i cant be bothered to go out every time after work either... (too tiring)

my mind and body just cant cope.... (unless its shopping!!!) :P

thinking about shopping...nah...im not a shopaholic! Just a normal Lil lady shopping around... (with minimal things to buy)

thought of just waiting for his call.... (but i guess not)

he might be sleeping already.... (im just missing him soooo much!! only Allah knows...)

sometimes guys just dont understand us....they think that we just too complicated to handle.... (its just that they dont give enough time for themselves to understand us....) blurghh~~~ :p

its ok...anw, he's sick....i just praying that he get well soon.... (poor boyfie)

he always thought he's tough... (haha...too bad! im tougher than u!!)

eventhough i know that he loves me, he cares and he does think about me, i still want and need him to call me every time.... (is that what we call 'manja'?)

to me it is not 'manja'....

i just need someone to talk to....to share what i go thru the day at work....to just randomly talk about smtg that interest me or the both of us.... (that's all)

thats why i said, guys only thinks that ladies are complicated.... (where we are not at all....just a matter whether u have time to think what we think of)

sigh~~ (guys will not understand....) *rolling eyes*

maybe im too much i think.... (hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm)

asking my fiance to call me every single day.... (haha)

I know when he gets tired of it....

Its when i rcv just gdnight messages, he's always 'acting' busy, play his favourite 'DOTA', either way...go to sleep early..... (haha....thats why i love him for just that!)

cute to me....*giggles*

hmmmmmm....right now, im listening to 'sentimental love songs'.... now playing 'Torn between two lovers'... (haha...still remember when i was still in secondary when it was the first time i heard this song)

listening to all this songs...just making me blue... (blue = upset lah...not that kinda blue...duh! 0_o)....

still...it soothes me....soothes my mind....make me feel in peace....feels so romantic now~~ sigh~~~

im wishing again that i am now at hawaii~~ (haha...near the beach....listening to sentimental songs....) "...and i'll be there before the next teardrop falls....."

anyway, again....my senses tells me to quit ma job....this is the 6th time i think that ive been saying that i wanna quit this job of mine....

its not that fun....my brains aint working....mal-function u see....i need fun! move around....perhaps with kids.... (thats why i wanna be a teacher.....) sighh~~~

if only they give chances to people like me...who cares to learn another new skills...just to be in her dream career~~~

as long we have experiences, interest, the will to learn, interact.... (i just hope Singapore will turn out to be like in the USA)

people can do whatever they like....no much fuss....every job....always on the go in the market.... (not like singapore...now the most influential job in the market is biochemical, logistics etc...)

so there goes....sec sch grads...taking up courses in their tertiary education for the above jobs theme stated.....

okay okay...enough blabbering (typing) then....

i shall end it here then...till then, i will try to share my point of view of any news (or other fav topic of the ladies) that i come about....

sleepy.....

everyday the same....

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My love to you everyday isnt the same...... *smiles*

Here's a song for you my love.....



Note from me to you:

"When everytime i hear this song, it makes me reminisce on the new love that we shared on the first day with you.... Thru our love, you showed me everything.... From what a girl truly deserves till to what a lady should be serve with.... You changed me, from an ugly duckling to a beautiful half-way swan..... I pray to Allah, hoping that you are the guy that HE created for me.... Insya-Allah, we have been together and i am happy, to go thru all the ups and down with you, the silly arguments that we always had and how childish i was back then.... All the things that we go thru, taught us a lot..... Only now, im just thinking for the next new step that we will go thru in another part of our life.... Insya-Allah, me and you, will always be strong together....and go thru all the challenges in life with dignity, and iman." - Lots of love, Your syg.

All readers, good night and have a sweet dream~~~

MJ

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