its exactly 12 AM in the morning now...
i still feel so excited within myself, and thats why i cant just go to bed just yet!
I just happen to come across my sec sch frens blogsite while i was yahoo-ing~~
i was wow-ED! coz they are so fabulous~~ hehe...yeah they do!!
Im glad that they are all happy like i am now~~ Everyone with their own lives now, career and lifestyle~~
So great that they have their ideal job v.easily..Alhamdulillah~~
Even as the time flies by, i still feel that im still a child...hehe...
I am so happy to see that most of my friends are teachers now and some further their studies to have better future... its great when you have that kind of mind-set...to set a target in one's future~~~
Every single one of us will be old soon~~ but we are still young in heart ok!! ;P
SO much have change....
Ive got a lot to buck up on and chasing my dream plus i need to upgrade myself...
I cant just sitting around like this anymore....everyone around me are running....chasing their dreams while i just sitting around here not changing the fate now that i am at~~~ I must change it!
Focus on my most needed priority!!
Nevertheless, marriage will still be on...nothing will change that! Even after marriage we can achieve a lot of things in our lives....it just not STOP there...;)
Only that, i want to fulfill my dream that i longing for from the start i graduated....
Just one question...even without a certificate of excellence or a band 1 in english as a fist language cant get me to be where i am? It just so freaking unfair coz as time goes by, i change... learn... motivates ownself...standing up for ownself....persevere....dedicated....strong-willed... as long there's experience....character and attitude...thats what any kind of job needs....only that leadership and follower will still remain unchanged and uphold in the world of jobs.
I will strive for it! Insya-Allah... ITs easier said than done..... FOCUS is the main thing now. Change the procedure and get started with a strategy...to immunise my sense of direction with an antidote of believing in myself....
I love myself...yes i do....
Lots of kisses,
MJ
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