Alright~~ its time to update ma bloggy... too long i leave it unwritten...hehe.. (typing J...typing~~~ =_=, not writing)
Ever since i graduated & got engaged, everything in my life change including my own self. I learn how important education in life is, what's the meaning of being a family means, to cherish someone than myself & to protect all of these to have a life that is pure common sense in the future.
At my age of 21, i begin to understand the duty of my parents, how tough it is to raise children of our own & the burden & sacrifices that they went through just to give a better education to their children. I can see it within my parents that even how poor they are or how pitiful in financial development they are in, they will still try their best to support and buy us gifts that we always wanted. Especially every year of our festive season "Hari Raya Aidilfitri", my mum will always bought for me an expensive "Baju Kurung" or "Kebaya" just for that once in a year celebration. So from there, i can already see my mom's sincerity & thoughtfulness.
In a relationship, i always took it lightly and always took things for granted. Now i really see the person i love willingly sacrifice his time, his part & his assets just to see me happy. Its an action that not always i get from anyone. I understand that this person is Allah-made for me. HE changed me actually. :)
Now i tend to believe in myself that i can do it. Even though i know they don't believe to what i say when i want to achieve something. But i know that they believe that i can do it. :) I learn how to think maturely, to act maturely & to speak maturely. One thing that i know, i could not change the egoistic me and I always do take things seriously until now. Yeah, some jokes i might laugh to it but some i don't. Haha.
I still got much to type about, but i guess my time is up. So thoughtful & smart readers out there, do take care & have a nice day ahead~~!
Live life following your way on how you want to end it. - Endang
Regards,
MJ
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