From small, I always want to be happy always. With my friends and family around me. I love to make friends and always tried my best to make them happy. And my neighbourhood area are filled with die-hard-play-hard kinda friends to be with. But soon it ends after i moved house and when i grew up to be a typical shy girl. Maybe because of its environment and after i got into secondary. I was still the same girl trying hard to make friends around me happy and laugh. Time to time, i began to fear some and act kinda weird always. Haha. (to be weird i guess thats already in me)
After all i go through during secondary life, i got to know who are friends and who are not. Then i begin to change and let my life to be filled with friends all around me. But i tried hard, and it all seems to be the same way as it is when i was in secondary school. Poly life its hard. But luckily for me, when my third year was about to end, i found myself with bunch of friends that can be trusted and to be loved and to believe. Haha. I learnt alot.
Now after school life ends for me, i feel that life is so much challenging. Eventhough i have not go through the career life, i still think that life; it is full of ups and down. But what i believe, i can go through this life of mine that's been fated. Yeah, i know that we can change our fate. And it is not good either to always go with the flow. Heehee.
Come to think again, even if we have our career, love and faith all there in front of us, i still feel that life is not enough to be fulfilled 100% or to set life like what we want it to be 100%. I guess, people around me finds it hard to understand me. Ahakz. I know they will never will. Because i am a complicated person. But, of course i will still live my life to the fullest.....
Haa! Thats all that ive got to share. Hehe. May u readers be happy always...and SMILE!!With love,
Melor J
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