Tuesday, June 5, 2007
i always feel hurt...is it because i don't treat everyone good?
(i always make mistakes)
i tried to keep my words to myself rather than say it out and in the end hurt others....
(people don't wish to know what i have in mind)
but why when i keep my words to myself...in the end people around me keep on making me hurt by their words?
(but they want me to know what they have in their mind)
ya...i know that sometimes its very tiring to have me by their side....ahakz... i know that i am very irritating.......but when i keep quiet..people around me also don't like it.....
(why treat me like that?)
i just don't know...because Allah creates me with a sad smile.......so everytime when i keep quiet....when people look at my face..they will think I'm arrogant and i always give a black face......but actually I'm friendly....
(don't like to show my real self to strangers)
its just not fair for those people who judge me by the book.....haishhh.......
(get to know me first)
If u all realise it onot...its better already that i want to talk with everyone in my life right now.....
(changes)
Last time, i always keep things to myself....i don't always talk....what came across my mind all, i kept it within myself......but no one seems to care abt it.......
(my past)
no one seems to care the changes in me........yeah...its right that only Allah knows everything that I'm thinking......
(they are blind because I'm close to them)
so too bad for those of you who don't even know what I'm thinking.....hahaha.....
(when i die, then they will realise=its always been a fact like this)
i tried to make others happy but almost all i failed to do so(sad)
what i get in return is scolding from them(sad)
what i did not do, i got the blame(sad)
when i do smtg good, people criticize(angry)
what more they want from me?(fed-up)
how many more arrows they wanna shoot at me?(fed-up)
i know all this will happen a lot more when i start working(thinking)
i need to be strong(confident)
i need to hold on(confident)
just do whatever you all want to do to me(debate)
but dont make me until i dont even care abt u all(feelings)
i will still forgive n forgets(thoughts)
but one thing in mind(put in your mind)
im endang
and "dont judge me by the book"(put in your mind)
(i always make mistakes)
i tried to keep my words to myself rather than say it out and in the end hurt others....
(people don't wish to know what i have in mind)
but why when i keep my words to myself...in the end people around me keep on making me hurt by their words?
(but they want me to know what they have in their mind)
ya...i know that sometimes its very tiring to have me by their side....ahakz... i know that i am very irritating.......but when i keep quiet..people around me also don't like it.....
(why treat me like that?)
i just don't know...because Allah creates me with a sad smile.......so everytime when i keep quiet....when people look at my face..they will think I'm arrogant and i always give a black face......but actually I'm friendly....
(don't like to show my real self to strangers)
its just not fair for those people who judge me by the book.....haishhh.......
(get to know me first)
If u all realise it onot...its better already that i want to talk with everyone in my life right now.....
(changes)
Last time, i always keep things to myself....i don't always talk....what came across my mind all, i kept it within myself......but no one seems to care abt it.......
(my past)
no one seems to care the changes in me........yeah...its right that only Allah knows everything that I'm thinking......
(they are blind because I'm close to them)
so too bad for those of you who don't even know what I'm thinking.....hahaha.....
(when i die, then they will realise=its always been a fact like this)
i tried to make others happy but almost all i failed to do so(sad)
what i get in return is scolding from them(sad)
what i did not do, i got the blame(sad)
when i do smtg good, people criticize(angry)
what more they want from me?(fed-up)
how many more arrows they wanna shoot at me?(fed-up)
i know all this will happen a lot more when i start working(thinking)
i need to be strong(confident)
i need to hold on(confident)
just do whatever you all want to do to me(debate)
but dont make me until i dont even care abt u all(feelings)
i will still forgive n forgets(thoughts)
but one thing in mind(put in your mind)
im endang
and "dont judge me by the book"(put in your mind)
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