today
such tiring day to be at work
but really pays off after hearing his voice...
over at grandma
so happy to see her smile too
long time never get to enjoy with my cousins
get to sing a few songs with my aunt...
still thinking though about am i gonna be able to achieve what i've promised
still thinking abt my future
career
relationship
responsibility
these three things in my life that i really2 think of almost evryday...
flash back to my past
only to think that i almost took a lot of things for granted infront of my eyes
until i lose someone that so close to me
my brother
i will always think of
always think about the happiest moments when we "do" laugh
joke with
to be missing him during that time
maybe to me it isnt a big deal
people die...
but only after now that i realise
i really2 miss some thing
and that is the time to be with him
to feel how is it like to have a brother when i reach 21
to feel his concern
his idea
his comments
but....NONE of those becomes reallity now
i dont get to feel the LOVE of an elder brother
but....i am glad....glad that i still have my family here with me
who loves me
and a guy
a guy that cherish and love me deep in his heart
abang....i hope from a far, u can see how happy i am
and i hope abang like my guy
he has been good to me
and he has been the one who showed me what love really is
alhamdulillah
dearest your love,
endang
7:12 PM sprinklinq love Y