Monday, April 2, 2007
a sAd soNg a loVaBle tUNe a GivIng SOuL
this song that i've upload yesterday in my blog is a chinese song. since most of my readers are malays, i just want you guys to know that this song really really a meaningful song, a song that you will love one day like i do.
i don't know why, i just feel so sad today.....
this song that i've upload yesterday in my blog is a chinese song. since most of my readers are malays, i just want you guys to know that this song really really a meaningful song, a song that you will love one day like i do.
i don't know why, i just feel so sad today.....
9:38 AM sprinklinq love Y
heArTfUL thoUghts thAT hURts me.......
i don't know what else to think. i feel that i am not amazing to anyone. for instance, like i can prove to them my existence, that i can do what i said out to them. But their responses always like bringing me down. it just hurt me here in my heart. Why is that they think of me like that?
One thing i have in my mind right now is, to tell my parents about him. I love him so much. But why is it so hard for me to tell? he's sad that i take time to tell them. He don't want my parents to think bad about him, dating their daughter without them knowing. He wants sincerity and trust from my parents. i understand that.
And he too understand how hard for me. To tell my parents directly.
But...i understand my parents,the way the will react if i tell them about him. i don't want to lose him. eventhough me and him only a months old,we know we love each other so dearly. People might say alot of things. But we can prove it to them one day. It just that we both need chances from them. Why can't there be true love?
I am scared that my parents will react in the same way they react towards my other ex-es. Even age can't help me out. They are still my parents. And he still my guy.
Even siblings can't help me.
He told me, it's okay. Do tell them when your heart is strong and when you feel it's the time for them to know. But i still feel sad. Sad that i let him down. I want to be someone in his life that can prove how much i love him dearly and willingly to be with him through his whole life.
What just complicating enough is i just don't know how to start in telling my parents about me falling in love with him. I know i am still schooling but love doesn't matter what age you are at or what situation you are at and how much you know about love. All what i know, my heart says i love him and i want to be with him for the rest of my life......
"Ya Allah,restuilah perhubungan kita,semoga ibubapa juga merestui kita berdua"
Salam Sayang,
Endang Nasri
i don't know what else to think. i feel that i am not amazing to anyone. for instance, like i can prove to them my existence, that i can do what i said out to them. But their responses always like bringing me down. it just hurt me here in my heart. Why is that they think of me like that?
One thing i have in my mind right now is, to tell my parents about him. I love him so much. But why is it so hard for me to tell? he's sad that i take time to tell them. He don't want my parents to think bad about him, dating their daughter without them knowing. He wants sincerity and trust from my parents. i understand that.
And he too understand how hard for me. To tell my parents directly.
But...i understand my parents,the way the will react if i tell them about him. i don't want to lose him. eventhough me and him only a months old,we know we love each other so dearly. People might say alot of things. But we can prove it to them one day. It just that we both need chances from them. Why can't there be true love?
I am scared that my parents will react in the same way they react towards my other ex-es. Even age can't help me out. They are still my parents. And he still my guy.
Even siblings can't help me.
He told me, it's okay. Do tell them when your heart is strong and when you feel it's the time for them to know. But i still feel sad. Sad that i let him down. I want to be someone in his life that can prove how much i love him dearly and willingly to be with him through his whole life.
What just complicating enough is i just don't know how to start in telling my parents about me falling in love with him. I know i am still schooling but love doesn't matter what age you are at or what situation you are at and how much you know about love. All what i know, my heart says i love him and i want to be with him for the rest of my life......
"Ya Allah,restuilah perhubungan kita,semoga ibubapa juga merestui kita berdua"
Salam Sayang,
Endang Nasri
9:16 AM sprinklinq love Y
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