dear online diary,
i guess.i cant make my life more miserable.n i cant make oters life miserable.i gues i make the right ting in my life.its juz dat we aint meant together.b4 dis relationship goes to far.before our heart breaks so hard on the ground.so this shall be it.a separation dat will make u happy.and to have a whole new life ahead.its not dat im playing wit ur heart.even its been lotsa times i say all these stupid stuffs over n over again.im reli sorry.til next time til u found ur new someone in ur life.im juz not for u.being a ridiculuos gal in ur life.ahakz.
endang
11:13 PM sprinklinq love Y
Dear online diary,
i reli had a gr8 time with him(my ex).i love him very much.but end up,he brokeup with me reason being we rush so many tings and he dont believe on love on the very beginning of knowing dat sum1 for the first time.so end up i alone.but i noe,i noe i am not too good looking for him.with my hair.i undstd.so now he got a gal,saying dat he made the right choice.will my heart not break after hearing dat frm him?
then i brave myself to find another love,a love from a distance.too bad it failed too,after i found out that he(my ex) got lotsa oter gals for him.choosing which one dat fated for him.but i gues its not fair for me to wait.and he dint tell me abt it.he told me not to have guys frens,not to flirt ard and dun even call my guy frens.n promise me lotsa things wen he came back frm his ns.too bad,i juz leave him for gd,even he plead n gimme lotsa reasons y.
so now,i am wit my current guy(my guy),but im not happy.i dont think we undstd each oter,we dont have time for each oter.i tried very hard not to give up in this love.but its hard.me wit my curfew and him wit his unstable sch schedule.tings juz not the way they meant to be.i feel lonely stil.telling oters dat im single n not attch.datz juz bullshit.i noe he love me.n his love for me is true.but if two lovers aint have time for each oter,is that ting stil called love?i juz need attn.
endang
9:18 PM sprinklinq love Y